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Ok well it's a "FOR SURE" that I'm moving. It's going to be some time in the next few months depending on how long it takes to sell my house. I'm actually pretty excited about it. I NEED to start over. But before I do I need to get in shape. :P I've said it so many times before. I don't like being uncomfortable all day in school trying to cover it all up. So I'll get in shape, move, and be comfortable for once in my life. Plus I get a whole new wardrobe because of it. :)
But 60 lbs is gunna be hard. It'll be worth it though. 

Btw, I cut my bangs. And for once I don't regret it. Not a drastic change, but I like it.

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I need something new to happen to me.
I need a hobby, or a new friend.
I need something exciting to happen to me for once in my life.
I'm tired of doing the same exact thing everyday.
And at the rate I'm going it'll never happen.

I need a reason to enjoy life.

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I am so fucking tired of my dad. I shouldn't hate him. He's suppose to be my best friend. He's suppose to be nice, and cool. He's NOT suppose to be like this. No child should hope their parents get divorced, but I can't help it. My life could be so much better if I didn't have an alcoholic dad. When my dad drinks he not an awesome funny drunk, he's a worthless aggressive piece-of-shit. And it's not like it happens a couple times a month, it happens every single day/night.  He yells obscene untrue things while throwing crap and slamming doors. I just wish he decides one day to leave. He can live in Tennessee for all anyone cares. I sure as hell don't. He has ruined my life. I hate him : /

Current Mood:
frustrated frustrated
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 I am pretty content with the way my life has turned out. And I'm happy to say that unless my dad gets transferred to another job, and there is a possibility of that, I'm not moving.  Which is a really good thing concidering I know EXACTLY what I want to do when I leave high school.  All I need to do in the next two years is qualify for the Bright Futures Scholarship (which is looking very promising so far) and then I'm off to the University of Florida and Major in Fine Arts: Creative Photography, and minoring in Journalism.  I'm going to travel around the world. National Geographic's waiting for me. I'm so ready.  Oh and I get to go back to New York City with my family in August. I'm really excited. I know I just went with Stephanie, but I know this time is going to be way better. I get to see my family whom of which I haven't see in about 4 years.  No one can ruin the mood I'm in, NO ONE!

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So here's the thing.  My dad has been offerred a job in Knoxville, Tennessee. He's think seriously about taking the job and relocating there. Which means I might be moving.  As weird as it may seem, but I'm really excited about this move.  No offence to all of my friends and expecially Stephanie, I'd really like to start over. New friends and everything. I'm ready for new experiances. If this happens, it'll happen quickly. More than likely before school starts. So I may never see any of you again. Which is a hugh bummer. I'll miss you.




But on the plus side I have all summer to spend with my best friend Stephanie Ann Kenney.  And on friday we're going to New York, and I'm extatic!


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excited excited
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